so. this was the actual post i wanted to write the other day when i flipped the table and decided to be upset for a little while. it’s ok to be upset, but i feel better now, so here’s a few nice things in life right now:
♥ work. i’m having such a great time. even though i was sad about leaving cali, i landed in an amazing environment with the best possible people.
♥ how literally everyone in the new york plays candy crush in the subway. all ages, genders, classes. very sweet.
♥ how the weather has been so nice here. weather has a big impact on me, so i’m super thankful for that.
♥ not having as much anxiety. looking back on this year, i can see how the spring was AMAZING and i was just so so happy all the time. in the summer i spiraled down into a fucking HOLE and felt like shit being anxious all the time. and now i feel pretty stable in-between. yay!
♥ dancing to silly hits until morning.
♥ getting to know new people.
♥ changing my workout routine. i always used to work out in the evenings but my work schedule has had me change that so that i had to start working out at 7.30 a.m. instead. i got used to it pretty quickly, and i feel like it’s a good change to my body and mind.
♥ starting to love new york. i mean, i knew it would happen eventually, but i had to let my heart me homesick for san francisco for a while. it’s been getting better now.
sist jag tänkte skriva detta inlägg blev det ett argt och ledset istället, men idag känns finare så här kommer det! fina grejer just nu helt enkelt, som till exempel att se äldre människor spela candy crush på tunnelbanan, att jag ändrat min träningsrutin och tränar på morgonen istället vilket känns bra, att jobbet äger och att jag börjat gilla (på riktigt) new york nu. det tog ett tag av att vara hemlängtig till san francisco, men det är bättre nu. <3